It is in giving that we recieve...

There's been so many things that happen during the week, I guess this week is kinda busy for me haha. I've a lot of calling up to do, people to talk to, people to entertain with, people to work with.

And many times I've asked myself, why am i doing all this? What are my motives behind this?

I've search and search, and the question was sort of answered in my heart.

It is in my giving that I recieve more.

Its in the satisfaction in knowing that another has benefitted from a sacrifice that I did that makes me move on in what I do.

I know that in the bigger picture, somehow, I did something small yet significant in someone's life, a smile to brighten his or her day. A hand to offer help to relieve him or her from that burden.

I know that somehow, i did something for my lord, i clothe him when he was naked, talk to him when he was lonely, entertain him when he was sad, offered a hand when he need help, i know that my lord and king was there, in that person whom i help. Even though sometimes my help went unappreciated, I know that right there, the lord's face is smiling at me.

I just guess that my time spent in helping others was more worthwhile rather than spending time with myself staring in front of the screen and playing games, I just sorta find it kinda meaningful now

I guess thats that for now, I will pray more for the people whom i've been placed over with, I need guidance and direction.

God bless you all who comes into this posting =)