YES!!! The whole 4 days of breath taking miraculous experience!!!!
I would like to thank personally the whole ZJ group, my fellow family members of group six. For this breathtaking and wonderful 4 days of YES camp experience. I like to affirm my brothers and sisters, Denise, Lois, Julie, Illona, Jacq, Bernard, Chris,James and last but not least, Daniel.
Hmmm i will go through my 4 days of personal experience.
Day1:
Woke up early at 0700, went to church early cos of the heavy equipment that I have to carry, guitars, repair parts, spare parts, spare strings, a capo and other misceallanous repair stuff. I felt in such an early morning that I have nothing to do, but I just realised that I have a duty for the night prayer thingy. So i went to the church, picked up the hymn books and went on to copy some songs into my journal, for use in the future. The songs are as follows
O God You Search me(Psalm 139)
O God, you search me and you know me
All my thoughts lie iopen to your gaze
When i walk or lie down, you are before me
Ever the maker and keeper of our days
You know my resting and my rising
You discern my purpose from afar
And with Love everlasting you besiege me
In every moment of life or death you are
Before a word is on my tongue lord
You have known its meaning through and through
You are with me beyond my understanding
God of present, my past and future too
Although your spirit is upon me
Still I search for shelter from your light
There is nowhere on earth I can escape you
Even the darkness is radiant in your light
For you create me and shaped me
Give me life within my mother's womb
For the wonder of who I am I praise you
Safe in your hands all creation is made new
On Eagle's Wings(Psalm 91)
You who dwell in the shelter of the lord
Who abide in his shadow for life
Say to the lord: "My refuge,
My Rock in whom I trust"
And he will raise you up
On eagle's wings, bear you on,
The breath of dawn,
Make you to shine like th sun
And hold you in the palm of his hand
The snare of the fowler will never capture you
And the famine will bring you no fear
Under his wings your refuge
His faithfulness, your shield
You need not fear the terror of the night
Nor the arrow that flies by day
Though thousands fall about you
Near you death shall not come
For to his angels. He's given a command
To guard you in all your ways;
Upon their hand they will bear you up
Lest you dash your foot against a stone
Be thou my vision
Be thou my vision, Oh Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me save that thou art
Thou my best thought in the day and the night
Waking or sleeping, thy presence my light
Be thou my wisdom, be thou my true word
I ever with thee and thou with me, Lord,
Thou my great father and i thy true child
Thou in me dwelling, and i with thee one
Be thou my breastplate, my sword for the fight,
Be thou my armour and be thou my might
Thou my soul's shelter and thou my high tower,
Raise thou me heavenward, O Power of my power
Riches I heed not, nor man's empty praise,
Thou mine inheritance through all my days
Thou and thou only, the first in my heart in my heart
High King of Heaven; My treasure thou art
High king of heaven when battle is done
Grant Heaven's joy to me,
O bright Heaven's sun
Christ of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my vision, O Ruler of all
Then it just so happens that carol and kelly came along early to work on the slides for the pnw, then Mario and company slowly arrived, along with Julianna and finally Joel and Daniel, I just only finish writing On eagle's wings when they came, Do not ask me how this is possible, but the 3 songs came to a miraculous fufilment in god's grace!!! Amen and hallelujah to that!!!
Wait theres this song that came along
Psalm 23
You make me lie down in green pastures
You make me wanting for nothing
You fill my hunger
With honey from your sweet sweet love
You make me worship before you
So I will love and adore you
You are my shepherd, You are my Jesus
You are my Lord
Yeah, well there were some spots on the A/B room that needs to be cleared up. Up came the brooms and pails and mop, haha. We had a fun time cleaning the upper room. Joel and I had a fun time pasting the windows to prevent light from coming in. And though it did to a certain extent prevent light from coming in, i think black paper or trash bags would be better, haha.
It was meeting the group members later that was very interesting, I've met familiar and new faces here and there. We played games and stuff. Its good to know the whole group on how it is. For in each of every one of them I saw christ in them. And unbelievable potential I sense in each and everyone of them. I love my group man!!!
Lunch went on, we introduced ourselves and start to break the ice. Though there are still visible signs of cliques here and there. But God told me that he will break and form them as one!!! Lunch was pretty cool, we had nasi lemak from nonya manis caterers(God bless those hands!!!). After that it was praise and worship. In the start of the camp the response to the praise and worship was not well. But knowing this is the first day. Oh well who cares? Haha The next activity that we did was going around in surin park and snapping photos. If the chances arive i will paste the photos up in this blog, as all the photos symbolises god's love in each and everyone of our group member's perspective.The session that was delivered was enriching. There is an interesting thing that I forgot to put in my blog here. One which Brother Michael brought up
"All stories are true, only some actually happened"
The moral values behind the stories are real, that's what brother michael was saying. The stories are just vehicles to drive these truths to our hearts.
Another interesting matter he brought up was," Many of us are still living in the past, or worried on our future. And we did not get to enjoy the present." How true this is. The past hinder our believes in the present and it could affect our future. And there are some of us who worry so much about the future that they cannot get to enjoy the present. Who knows what the future will hold? Who knows what wonderful things god is going to work in our lives. Our experiences good and bad are god's gifts to us. But instead of getting on, many of us are clinging to our past. And many of us do not know we can move on and proceed with life. Dinner was interesting, we ate with our hands tied together, haha we went to the extent of washing plates and sharing our things together. God bless and Amen to that!!
And night came, we have plenty of sharings and a session on God's love. It was beatiful, and the sharings were wonderful too. We realised that we need not appear as high and mighty facils who are immune to sin. But we are facils with faults too. And that we are one of them. And it is through this that we learn more about one another as family members Through the night, the prayer was on psalm 139, it was reflective heres the lyrics once more
O God You Search me(Psalm 139) O God, you search me and you know me All my thoughts lie iopen to your gaze When i walk or lie down, you are before me Ever the maker and keeper of our days You know my resting and my rising You discern my purpose from afar And with Love everlasting you besiege me In every moment of life or death you are Before a word is on my tongue lord You have known its meaning through and through You are with me beyond my understanding God of present, my past and future too Although your spirit is upon me Still I search for shelter from your light There is nowhere on earth I can escape you Even the darkness is radiant in your light For you create me and shaped me Give me life within my mother's womb For the wonder of who I am I praise you Safe in your hands all creation is made new
Day 2: Hmmm, a fresh new day and a fresh start. The morning's pnw was good
The morning's session was about the morning prayer that we did around surin park. It was enriching lol!!!
The sessions that follow suit were good too, only pity now is that I can't really remember, but the sharings that follow were pretty deep too. We just realised how broken we (were) and not are, for the lord will heal us later at night.
During the night, healing was evident. Wounds were closed, lives were touched and forever changed never the same. The love of God flowed freely throughout the room, showing the father's love to all.
The night ended around 1230+ for most of the people, but for me and brother dan, its not over, many issues came to our mind. And god once again showed his awesome power and allowed us to be used in his plans.
Day3:
The day arrived and I was very tired, so was the rest of the group, probably the result of lack of sleep. But the immense joy that God gave me kept the rest of the group alive, and so was daniel's joy to the group(Thank God the gift of joy sia!!!)
The sessions that follow were about the Holy Spirit, they were interesting, a pity that I'm halfway sleepy, though trying to preserve the joy, haha. So not much was captured in my brain that night.
Then came QT and mass, we sat as a family througout weekend mass. They were celebrating about corpus christi(a.k.a body of christ)
Night came, baptism of the Spirit was strong, the spirit's presence was felt, the lord moved so strongly yet so gently amongst us. Many people's lives were changed.
The sharing was so strong that many of us testify to him. We ended the night with psalm 91 and psalm 23.
Day 4:
God moved in our midst once more, but there shall be nothing more i shall write, for if i should write, my wrist would be tired. There are several things that i want to testify here
God did not gave me any experiences as he touched me. He touched me by allowing me to be a part of his plan and to witness that people's lives were changed by him. That was worth more than any personal experience that I've encountered b4.
God has worked so many miracles, the session that was planned were changed on the last minute call. And he works so wonderously that even in the homily he reaffirms and ties down several important messages. And it happened for the 3 evenings straight. Praise God!!!
Well tata!!! for those who want to know more can tag me or something, haha. God bless you all, and may you all be so overflowed with his love!!!